Yes indeed I’m alone again
And here comes emptiness crashing in
Its either love or hate
I cant find in between
Cause Ive been with witches
And I have been with a queenIt wouldn’t have worked out any way
So now its just another lonely day
Further along we just may
But for now its just another lonely dayWish there was something
I could say or do
I can resist anything
But temptation from you
But Id rather walk alone
Than chase you around
Id rather fall myself
Than let you drag me downIt wouldn’t have worked out any way
And now its just another lonely day
Further along we just may
But for now its just another lonely dayYesterday seems like a life ago
Cause the one I love
Today I hardly know
You I held so close in my heart oh dear
Grow further from me
With every fallen tearIt wouldn’t have worked out any way
So now its just another lonely day
Further along we just may
But for now its just another lonely day-Ben Harper
It is weird to think how alone I feel after coming back home from California. Being surrounded by family, watching my little brother get married, seeing “her”… It was all just so… so… overwhelming.
But back here in Utah I am surrounded by my friends; my surrogate family. I shouldn’t feel this way. I should be grateful. I should be happy to be back to work. I should be happy I have another training class starting Monday. I should be happy that Gutsy Gibbon is released. There are so many things I should be happy about, yet, I am not.
I will be happy, but for now it’s just another lonely day.
One reply on “Another Lonely Day”
That song is so sad, I can’t listen to it without thinking of all the friends lost to marriage, army, moving, etc.
Being sad is good because it shows you that you were happy once, and most likely will be happy again. (I stole that from southpark)