Based on your smile I’m betting all of this might be over soon But you’re bound to win Because if I’m betting against you, I think I’d rather lose But this is all that I have so please Take what’s left of this heart and use Please use only what you really need You know […]
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Heart Songs
These are my heart songs They never feel wrong And when I wake for goodness sake These are the songs I keep singing My strongest emotions are tied to music. Those whom I call friends already know this. Those that actually read this wandering, less than idealistic record of uninspired thoughts, may have also stumbled […]
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Tell Her This
Tell her what was wrong I sometimes think to much But say nothing at all Sometimes it is not easy to say what needs to be said. Most of the time if the words are hard to find, it is probably for the best. This prevents me from needing to remove my foot from my […]
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Crash Into Me
Having a crush on someone feels exactly like it felt as a kid the night before a trip to Disneyland. Excitement. Anticipation. Overload. I can’t believe that after all of these years, I still get butterflies in my stomach when trying to talk to someone that I think I may “like”. I mean, I communicate […]
On Thursday I undergo surgery. It is a fairly common operation, however I am at high risk. I am nervous about having this procedure done, despite the fact that it will change my life forever in a positive way. Even though it is possible that gastric bypass surgery can in some cases lead to death, […]
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Another Lonely Day
Yes indeed I’m alone again And here comes emptiness crashing in Its either love or hate I cant find in between Cause Ive been with witches And I have been with a queen It wouldn’t have worked out any way So now its just another lonely day Further along we just may But for now […]
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La Mar (The Ocean)
This day is getting older, In fading light it’s beautiful. This wind is blowing colder, And too soon I’ll feel it’s pull. Still, I took all my chances, Earned myself an even score. Try to learn my lessons well. And I don’t have the answers, For those questions anymore. Only love can be both heaven […]
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When You Sleep
Work is well. I’m starting to treat my body better. I stopped eating fast food over a month ago and its now been over 4 months since I quit smoking. I find myself parking further away from the entrance at work to force myself to walk more. This may even lead to me getting a […]
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I Walk the Line
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine. Over the years I have been caught off guard and left myself open for attack. Now I keep my eyes wide open, though, not all the time. Admittedly I still slip up and make unwise decisions based on foolhardy emotions. These decisions always come back […]
I have been down for a while. I am wondering why I am here. I am wondering what I am doing. I believe God has a plan for me, I just wish I knew what it was, and if I am too far gone to fulfill it. There’s a light at each end of this […]